,

Stone into Sand

You try to make it better.

You’re the kind one, a cleaner’s son,

But you’ll end up alone.

You’re not in control of these things.

I’m a water sign. From the stain 

on my lips, and the swing of my hips, 

you know I want to be right.

But that’s not for me to judge.


Why sift the wishing well?

We get pennies, and we have 

to put them back.

Tired intentions and wishful faith

make us stupid in a love

that serves neither one.


Take me to the ocean.

Make me numb in the winter waves.

Break me over and over,

like a stone into sand grains. Like a

devil of the depths, got fingers on my neck,

turning my head from hearing you.

If you try to remedy, you’re only hurting me,

and I need you to let go.


Knocking at odd hours.

I don’t open the door, you’re dangerous.

You’re a poltergeist,

poisoning dreams with your apologies.

Therapy and sympathy

never seem to take with me.

Save your tears and money

for someone new and better suited.


Why sift the wishing well?

We get pennies, and we have to put them back.

Long confessions and stubborn aches

make us stupid to the truth that we’re done.


Take me to the ocean.

Make me numb in the winter waves.

Break me over and over

like a stone into sand grains. Like a

devil of the depths, got fingers on my neck,

turning my head from hearing you.

If you try to remedy, you’re only hurting me,

and I need you to let me go.


Go. Done. Dead. Run.

It’s fun and romance til you’re breathless, bloodless.

Go. Done. Dead. Run.

You’re so sorry, but I’m not your One.

Hear the song (and forgive the AC, poor syncopation and whisper-singing. I’m working with thin walls and a limited command of Audacity)

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